The Money, My Controller
In a five-year period, I spent
well over a million dollars on drug debt
I would do anything for money. I used
to think the more of it I had, the happier
I would be.
I loved drugs and they had both
become the same to me: one was just as
important to me as the other. They had
become gods . . .
Money will always go hand in hand with
a no good purpose in life, if you let it.
I would do anything for money and with
drugs came easy money.
They could go to their grave with no
lights, doing their drugs along the way,
just as long as I got paid. I didn’t care.
I thought I could overcome anything, if
I had money.
As I became more and more of a severe
drug addict each day, I was OK because
I had money . . . so I thought.
Money can get you in trouble quick if
you let it!
an actual newspaper called me ““a menace
to society,”” and I was an endangerment
for myself and everyone else around me.
A Marriage Formed
I’ve got a pornographic mind and a
guiltless heart with a lust for every
woman I meet. And every woman I seek
I seek with a wicked intent.
I’’ll get the door for you and act like I’’m
paying attention to your every word.
I said I love you. I can tell the wall the
same thing. You’’re just a number in my
sick mind and a twisted fantasy spawned
by the devil himself.
When I am not with you then I am with
her and when I am not with her I am with
Make no mistake I’’m going to be with
I’’ve got sex on my mind and sex at my
fingertips. You’’re just a phone call away
just like the rest of them.
And if the girl next door is not available
then your cousin will do, or at least she
did last week.
WOW!! How would you like to marry
that guy? Or know your daughter is
married to or about to marry that guy.
It’’s no wonder that I have never had a
successful marriage living that way or
in other words that lifestyle.
A person will never be able to see their
own faults when they’’re pointing out
The woman that I'm married to now . . .
at one point I was never going to speak to
She is my partner and I don’’t have to beat my fist on the table or
scream and yell or call her names.
is an extension of me, I honor her, and
she is a blessing from THE LORD: she
is worthy of praise.
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